A day full of teasing

Today was the second day of my sissy-assignment. I started my day with my mantra and while doing that, I was allowed to play inside my panties.
In the afternoon, I quickly checked my emails during a short break at work and only a few seconds later, Domina Shelle wrote me. She knew, that I would probably read her email at work and she used that opportunity to have a little fun with me. Her sexy words made sure, that my cock grew hard and the bulge in my pants was effectively confining me to my desk. She ended the email with one of Her playground triggers, the one that makes me want to bark...
The urge to bark was strong and I tried to distract my mind from my arousal, so I could get up from my desk and find some privacy. Being in this predicament turned me on and it was difficult to let my cock go limp. I finally rushed to the nearest meeting-room when I had the opportunity, still with a slight bulge in my pants and once there, I quietly barked for my Owner. I liked this predicament and knowing, that my Owner has fun, makes me happy!
When I was back home, I continued with my assignment. I was to kneel down naked and tease myself very slowly, just enough to keep me hard. I did this for half an hour, before I couldn't take it any more. I needed more stimulation and luckily, I was allowed 3 edges today. So I did the first one after only a short break. It didn't take long to get there and stopping early enough took all my willpower.
I had to repeat the slow teasing once more and this time, I edged twice afterwards. I have spent most of the evening with teasing myself and I'll go to bed very horny. Tomorrow will be a day without touching and I have the feeling, that this will be difficult after today...

Starting the sissy-assignment

Domina Shelle has decided on my punishment for the untidy desk and not ruining my last orgasm. She has added 2 more ruined orgasms to my count and so, I'm back at 8. I think, the punishment fits the crime and I'm going to do my best to avoid any further increase! It's hard to imagine, that it might take until next year, before I can have a full orgasm again!

I could finally start with my sissy-assignment today. I'm going to wear panties, stockings and high-heels at home while for the duration of the assignment. My first task was to listen to Sexual Psychosis. I had already listened to this session some time ago, but didn't remember what it was all about. After taking me into trance, Domina started to turn me on by telling me, how she would tie me to the bed and use my face and tongue for her pleasure. Her moans drove me crazy with arousal and my cock was throbbing. I was desperately waiting for Her stroking instructions and  when she finally allowed me to touch, it felt fantastic! She guided me to the edge, but instead of ruining my orgasm, as the file would have required, my sissy-assignment said, that I was to stop when I'm on the edge.
The file ended soon after and she woke me up. I was still super horny and wondered, why I had forgotten about this wonderful file...

Sissy orgasm

I had a wonderful call with Lady Helena this evening, where she prepared my for my sissy-assignment that I'm going to start tomorrow. After putting me into trance, she let me feel my body turning more feminine. I could feel, how my breasts were expanding and my waist getting narrower. She has increased my desire to wear panties and other lingerie and all this made me very horny.
She didn't let me touch myself and when she started to wake me up, I accepted to be denied a bit longer, but then, she surprised me by telling me to get a pair of panties and put them on. She made me rub myself through the panties and moan like a girl. This really turned me on and soon, I was on the edge. She encouraged me to cum in my panties and I had a wonderful orgasm. My balls had been pretty full and so, my panties were soaked in cum, but she instructed me to leave them on for the rest of the evening.
I should have ruined my orgasm, I'm still working on that count, but in that moment, I didn't think about it. Lady Helena had put me into such a bliss, that all I could think about was cumming...

I was still experiencing the afterglow of this session, when I got an email from my Owner. I had sent Her a cleaning report on Saturday and She thought, that my desk could be cleaner. She's right, I had neglected that... She suggested to have a session, where She'll make me to always want everything neat and clean. I love that idea! I sometimes feel like I'm in a light trance, when I'm cleaning and I'd love to intensify that feeling. In my reply, I apologized for my untidy desk and also confessed not ruining my orgasm. I'm now looking forward to finally start with my sissy-assignment tomorrow...