Truth or Dare

Since Lady Helena hadn't fully recovered from here flu, yet, we didn't start our chastity challenge on Monday. We have agreed on a wager now... if i loose, i will pay Her, if i win, i'll get a free call. Of course She will punish me for winning during the call, sounds fair, doesn't it? The last days, i have been hoping for an assignment or this week's session to contain permission to cum or else, i would have to start the challenge with a little handicap and once again, Domina Shelle seems to be reading my mind and proved a perfect timing. Yesterday evening, i received an email from Her with a game of 'Truth or Dare'. If i choose truth, i'll have to tell Her the most embarrassing or naughty thing i have done sexually, for dare, i'll 'borrow' a pair of panties from someone and keep it in my car for a week and i'll also have to wear a woman's fragrance whenever i leave the house until Monday. Since i can't do the later, i'll have to chose truth... There's a second part to the assignment, i'll have to cum as often as possible during the next 3 days. This will help me a lot with the chastity challenge!

Chastity Lockdown - the Final

The Chastity Lockdown ended on Valentine's Day. When i woke up, i knew that Domina would very likely send instructions to stroke and cum, but even though it had been more than 100 days since my last orgasm, i didn't feel an urge to cum. The training files of the Chastity Lockdown have transferred more control of that urge to my Owner, it's Her decision now if and when i want to cum.
While i was at work, i received the anticipated instructions together with a brainchip update. I read them immediately, i would have to listen to the update 3 times and follow the instructions. There were no details about what would happen, but from that moment on, my desire to cum was suddenly back and i couldn't wait to return home.

Upon returning home, i listened for the first time and it changed all my plans for the evening, because with the brainchip update, Domina triggered my to cum as often as possible within the next 24 hours. So i spent the evening alternating between cumming and listening to the brainchip file and one that Lady Helena had instructed me to follow.
Since Domina had programmed me to slow down with stroking the more aroused i get, it took quite the time to cum and so i managed to cum only 5 times before i had to go to sleep.

Unfortunately, i didn't find time to cum again during the rest of the 24 hours, but the urge drove me crazy. I'm looking forward to the weekend, because Domina has given me an assignment that allows me to cum again. It's a perfect timing, because on Monday, my chastity challenge with Lady Helena will start...

Chastity Lockdown - Final Days

The final days of Chastity Lockdown began on Saturday with the release of the accompanying session.
In the days before, Domina had allowed a bit of edging, which i appreciated a lot, but due to the conditioning from the previous file, i couldn't stroke fast and automatically slowed down, the more aroused i got. It took me very long to reach the edge and it wasn't as satisfying as it normally is.

When i lay down to listen to the new file on Saturday, i was feeling sexually frustrated and looking forward to the Lockdown to end on Valentine's day, but after waking up from the session, things had changed. Like so often, it's hard to remember details, but my need to cum is blown away. I'm still horny, but it's like my brain and body unlearned, that cumming would ease my frustration.
It's really difficult to write down, how exactly this feels, because there seems to be a kind of blockade, that makes it hard to think about cumming, but i know, that from now on, it is my Owner's decision not only when i'm allowed release, but also if and when i want to.

The Lockdown isn't over yet, but i can already testify, that its effects take my servitude to my Owner to a new level. There had already been that connection between being horny and feeling obedient and wanting to make Her happy, but there was always the possibility of being allowed release as a reward. Even though it wasn't my primary motivation in pleasing my Domina, not having to think about it any more (or better not being able to), will help me to focus on serving Her even better.

Chastity Lockdown - Week 3

The second week of Chastity Lockdown is over. My Owner gave me two opportunities to edge, so it felt a bit easier than the first week, but the real tease began on Thursday... Domina released the new monthly training file for Her contracted slaves and with this, She set a starting point for what i expect to be coming this week. The file contains two tracks with Her voice. In one, She is whispering, making me horny and wanting to cum. In the other, She places suggestions of wanting to obey Her and stay chaste.
When i woke up, i felt confused. My mind shifted back and forth between my need to cum and wanting to stay chaste. I couldn't decide, what feeling was stronger, but i don't have to. It's my Owner's decision and i can just follow and accept without needing to think about it.

Week 3 started on Saturday with the release of the accompanying recording and assignment.
I listened as soon as i could on Saturday. The session began with Domina talking a bit, not an induction like i was expecting, but when She suddenly snapped Her fingers and said 'sleep', i was gone. She first continued to take me deeper, only to wake me up again a little later. I was surprised at first, but very delighted, when She told me to stroke slowly. I was just beginning to enjoy the sensations, as She snapped me back to sleep. My body went heavy and She told me to stop stroking.
She began to tease me by making me think about how stroking would feel and my frustration started to build.
A little later, She did it again. Waking me up, letting me stroke a bit, only to drop me down again and tell me to stop...
Luckily, She allowed me to stroke again when i was back in trance and while i was distracted a bit by that, She implanted some wicked suggestions. The first one is, that i will stroke slower the more aroused i get, the second one connects me need to cum with the desire to stay chaste for Her, confusing my mind again about what i really want.
Since She didn't tell me to stop stroking after waking me up, i continued and tested the suggestion and i started to get an idea, how frustrating this third week will be. I wanted to stroke faster so badly, but i hardly could. My arousal faded a bit and that allowed me to increase the speed a bit, but i found, that i was soon slowing down again without noticing. This cycle went on a couple of times and occasionally, i even fell into a short trance and stopped completely.
I finally gave up, more horny and frustrated than before. With this suggestion, my Owner has made it impossible for me to edge and the slow stroking only increases my urge. This will be a very frustrating week...