Property of Princess Shelle

The dogtag for my collar arrived today. It is engraved with 'POPS' (for 'Property of Princess Shelle') and 'maid marta'. I fastened it to the ring on the front and after a couple of minutes, I had forgotten again, that I was wearing the collar. When I looked into the mirror a little later, I was surprised about the feelings, that viewing the tag created in me. It clearly marks me as her property and I felt owned.
We had to postpone the collaring ceremony by a couple of days due to Domina Shelle's flu, I will patiently wait until she feels better.

A sore bottom

I felt my sore bottom every time I turned around in bed. In the morning, two deep red spots had developed and I they still hurt, when I sat down. I love how this feels!
I did my maid duties after lunch and cleaned my flat. The moving let the pain subside a bit,but only until I sat down again.
Again, there were no masturbation instructions for today. Domina Shelle had recommended a couple of sessions to listen to and after eliminating those, that let me cum and those I had listened to recently, I settled for Slave Cage. I remembered, that it was about chastity, but not much more. I was pleasantly surprised, when she told me to stroke while I was in trance. Of course, I was hornier than before after I woke up and the rest of the evening, I was struggling to keep my hands off my cock.

I have worn my collar almost constantly since yesterday, even to bed. I only took it off for showering and I almost went to fetch my mail with it on. 

My new collar

My new collar arrived yesterday and I wore it all the time at home, even in bed. I put it back on immediately when I was back from work today. It's so comfortable, that I completely forgot that I was wearing it. I was a little shocked when I realized that, because I could easily have answered the door with the collar on. I'll need to find a way to remind me of it, maybe a leash or a bell...

There were no stroking instructions for me today and I also didn't have permission to watch TV in the evening, so I was getting bored after a while. I listened to Punishment - At my mercy, but that made me even hornier and got me in the mood for some kinky play. I set up my spankermachine and let it hit me with a wooden spoon. I got into a rush from it and I continued until my skin started to break. When I spanked myself before, I always was a little disappointed when the pain only lasted for an hour, but this time, I think I did it right. My ass hurt the whole evening and I think, I'll still feel it tomorrow...

Planning my Collaring

I had a call with my Owner today and we continued planning my collaring ceremony which will take place next week. My Domina has chosen has nice pink collar with two rows of rhinestones for me and she will send me a personalized file that prepares me for the collaring.
She also gave me the first part of my punishment for cumming without permission. I had to stroke while three ice-cubes were melting in my ass. Afterwards I had to write her an email and beg for the remainder of my punishment. So far, she has been very merciful with me. The ice-cubes were uncomfortable at first, but I soon enjoyed the stroking.

I also listened to the new playground trigger, that Domina Shelle released on Sunday. I don't want to spoil the surprise, so I'm only going to say, that this is one of the most challenging triggers for me. I want to obey the commands, but it will be really difficult for me and my mind is racing to find a way to comply...

Stroking overload

I started the day with cleaning my flat, like my Owner had instructed. I was wearing 6" heels and my feet soon began to hurt, so I was happy, that there was not that much to clean.
I love wearing my heels, but at the same time, they make walking and cleaning so much more difficult.

Domina Shelle released a new Playground trigger today. This one made my dry-hump something until I edged. I appreciated that a lot after not touching for 3 days.
I had already prepared myself to go back to no touching, but a little later, my Owner surprised me with an email. She sent me a little assignment for the next two days. Whenever I hear one of the words "yesterdays", "today" or "tomorrow" on TV, I'll have to masturbate. I was happy about this assignment, but after watching TV for a bit, I realized, that it will be difficult to follow any show from start to end. I have stroked like 5 times in the evening and in the end, it was difficult to get aroused enough to edge.

I got a reply to my email where I confessed cumming without permission later in the night. My Owner forbid me stroking again until I have been punished. We will have a call on Tuesday, I'm looking forward to it, because I know, that I deserve to be punished...

I failed

The last days have been difficult. Every time I masturbated, it was incredibly difficult to stop and yesterday evening it happened... I came without permission.
I felt bad and I confessed to my owner and asked her for a punishment. I also listened to 'The Lock' in bed to put myself back in chastity.
Domina Shelle sent a special file for Valentine's Day to her slaves, but I was already in bed, so I could only listen today. It's a short file, but I already forgot the suggestions in it. I have to listen to it seven times and I must not stroke until I have done so. It was already hard on the first day and I know, that I will be desperate after a week, but I wouldn't be surprised if I'll have to go longer as punishment for cumming. It would be a suitable punishment and I deserve it.

Sweet Dreams

I dreamed of my Owner last night. I was kneeling in front of her and we talked until she stood up and got behind me. She was giggling, while she was doing something with my hair. It felt wet, but I couldn't find out, what she did.
A moment later, I felt a touch and electricity on my back. She was using a violet wand on me, running it up and down on my back. She turned the power up until I was moaning and flinching, I loved that feeling!
In the next scene, I remember her giggling again, while she showed me a pair of diapers. She disappeared behind me again and started to administer an enema. She filled me up so much, that I was wondering, if the diaper would be able to hold everything, but that wasn't revealed in my dream.
In the last scene I remember, Lady Helena had joined my Domina and both were inspecting a full metal chastity belt with pink linings and they were teasing me about having other people see it. I was emberrassed and begged them, not to do that. I don't remember, if they locked me in, my memories end at this point...

Nippleclamps

The session for today was Obedience is pleasure. I love it, when my Domina decides, which file I listen to, I always have difficulties to choose one. I didn't remember it, but this session also uses images of a tropical beach, although this time, my Owner tells the story from her perspective. I could imagine the details in vivid pictures, but my memories end at the point, where she really started to take me down.

I was pretty horny after waking up again, but I had to wear clamps on my nipples every time I stroked today. I chose a pair of plastic clothespins, these hurt the most and this made sure, that I didn't masturbate too long. After 10 minutes, the pain was subsiding a bit, but I knew, that from this point on, every minute more would add to the pain when I removed the clamps. I continued a bit longer, but in the end, it got too difficult to concentrate and I stopped and removed the clamps. It hurt a lot and I could only remove them slowly.
I tried to masturbate again later in the evening, but my nipples were still too sore and I stopped after two minutes. This is a really effective method to prevent too much stroking...

Lost in Paradise

I had to listen to Sexual Manipulation and Sacrifice one more time yesterday. I still enjoyed cumming, but I also worried, that I might get too used to it again.
Today was again without cumming. I was only allowed to stroke while doing my mantras and I was surprised, how easy it was during the day.
My daily instructions contained listening to Lost in Paradise. The session is already a bit older, but I didn't know it, yet. Domina Shelle took me into a very deep and relaxing trance with pictures of a tropical beach. My whole skin was tingling, while I was imagining what she described.
When she had me deep down, she began to install powerful suggestions of submission and obedience. I don't remember many details, but I didn't care, what she was doing to me.

Conflicting thoughts

Today's daily instructions contained listening to Sexual Manipulation and Sacrifice again. This time, I was looking forward to cum and having to stroke slow and the stop-and-go was a little frustrating, but I enjoyed every second of the session.
I have a conflict in my mind now. I love being chaste, but I also know, that I have to obey my owner. She owns my cock and decides when I cum.

Forced to cum

Domina Shelle's new session took me be surprise. The description of Sexual Manipulation and Sacrifice is about teasing and denial, so I didn't wait long with listening. After taking me down, she guided me through slow stroking first, made me stop, then stroke even slower, while she hypnotized me more and installed her suggestions in my mind. She let me speed up and get to the edge and when I realized, that she would let me cum, I didn't want to. I wanted to stay chaste and slowed down when I was getting close. I was barely moving my hand, when she told me to cum, her words were enough to trigger my orgasm. There was no build-up, no sign of an approaching orgasm. It was more like a sudden explosion and there was nothing, I could do about it.
My chastity has ended totally unexpected after 194 days. I would have expected to be less horny for at least the rest of the day, but my arousal was back very soon afterwards and my urge to stroke is even stronger than before cumming. I guess, the following days will be challenging, before I get used to it again...

A Dominant Invasion

I have finally listened to Lady Helena's A Dominant Invasion this evening. I started with the strap-on assignment, where she guided me through a little warm-up with a butt-plug. She instructed to leave it in for 15 more minutes before continuing with the session. That time went by slowly, because I was already quite horny and anticipating the session.
After a long and powerful induction, Lady Helena made me imagine her, sitting on her throne with her black strap-on. She made me stroke and suck it, not only in my imagination, but also in real with a dildo. Later, she made me fuck myself with it.
Before waking me up, she gave me more suggestions to make me even hornier and she allowed me to stroke afterwards. I would have loved to follow her command, but my Owner has denied me touching and I will have to wait until tomorrow evening. It's difficult, but a great exercise in self-discipline...

Searching for a collar

I spent the first part of the evening searching for a collar, but I couldn't find anything that comes close to the one that my owner suggested. I found some other, but I'm not completely happy with them. I'll continue searching tomorrow...
Domina Shelle instructed me to listen to Under my Control today and I had permission to edge to it. This was the only stroking instruction until friday evening, so I didn't want to miss this opportunity. While I was listening, I stopped stroking a couple of times without noticing it and so I only was able to edge after she had woken me up.

Unfortunately, I didn't have enough time left to listen to Lady Helena's new file and the strapon assignment, but now I have something to look forward to tomorrow.