I was pleasantly surprised as I found an email from Lady Helena in my inbox. She sent me a file with a strap-on training assignment, that I have to do before listening to her new file that she will release tomorrow. I'm getting horny from thinking about what she will make me do, but I wait until tomorrow.
I had a quick call with my owner to speak about my collaring. We just talked normally and she didn't hypnotize me, but at one point, my mind drifted off again. When I told her, she started to quickly take me deeper for a short trance. She made me repeat sentences like 'I love my Domina' and talked about how I would serve her as her maid.
My next task is to buy a dog-tag and a collar. She sent me a link to a beautiful pink collar, but that shop doesn't deliver to Germany, unfortunately. I'm now searching for something that comes close and send the link for her approval...
Talking to my Owner
I was very excited to find an email with a special assignment from my owner. She wants me to listen to Altered State of Mind for the next 4 days and pay special attention to the word "you".
Getting a new assignment made me horny immediately and I didn't care, what this file is about.
I listened directly after dinner and while my owner put me in trance, I was alread feeling, that this file is very powerful and towards the end, I was shaking with excitement. When I woke up (as much as she allowed it), I felt like I have reached a new level of submission now. It's hard to describe, what I was feeling, my memories are fading quickly.
I had a call with Domina in the evening. As soon as I picked up and heared her voice, my mind stopped working and I was barely able to get a proper sentence together. She allowed me to stroke, while she hypnotized me and installed more triggers of obedience and submission.
It was wonderful to talk to my Domina and I'll have the pleasure of talking again tomorrow, when we will talk about my collaring.
Getting a new assignment made me horny immediately and I didn't care, what this file is about.
I listened directly after dinner and while my owner put me in trance, I was alread feeling, that this file is very powerful and towards the end, I was shaking with excitement. When I woke up (as much as she allowed it), I felt like I have reached a new level of submission now. It's hard to describe, what I was feeling, my memories are fading quickly.
I had a call with Domina in the evening. As soon as I picked up and heared her voice, my mind stopped working and I was barely able to get a proper sentence together. She allowed me to stroke, while she hypnotized me and installed more triggers of obedience and submission.
It was wonderful to talk to my Domina and I'll have the pleasure of talking again tomorrow, when we will talk about my collaring.
Under her Control
My owner has released her new session Under my Control today and listening to it was one of the first things I did after getting out of bed. With 1 hour, this is quite long. I sometimes have difficulties staying under so long, but not with this file. During the induction, my Domina mentioned making me do something and forgetting about it and she also talked about secret a secret suggestion, that I'll have to figure out, after she woke me up. I had no clue, what this might be and I was wondering, if I already had done what she told me and forgot it. The only thing I was sure about was, that I was feeling different. More obedient, more controlled...
I listened again in the afternoon and from that time, I remember, that she installed triggers about obedience and control and I heard her whisper the word 'secret' a couple of times, while she was doing that. But I still can't figure out, what this secret is.
I listened again in the afternoon and from that time, I remember, that she installed triggers about obedience and control and I heard her whisper the word 'secret' a couple of times, while she was doing that. But I still can't figure out, what this secret is.
A special day
I knew, that today would be special, because I'm chaste for Princess Shelle for exactly 6 months. This is almost twice as long as ever before and I'm still loving every minute of it.
The day got even more special, when my doorbell rang, shortly before I was going to leave for work. The postman was at the door, holding a little package. I was so excited, when I saw, that it was coming from Princess Shelle! Her panties and pantyhose had arrived and even if I was already a bit late, I had to open it immediately. When I opened it, I saw a small gift-box and a little bag. In the box were not one, but two of her panties. I later discovered, that the box even had a musical clock built in. The bag contained a pair of sheer pantyhose and all of the items had an intoxicating smell. I held each of them under my nose and took a few deep breaths while reading the card, that she had included in the package. Unfortunately, I had to leave for work, but I had the wonderful scent in my mind for the whole day.
I couldn't wait to get back home and as soon as I was back, I reclined and stroked while smelling the panties and the pantyhose. I have stroked for most of the evening and Princess Shelle's underwear is now waiting for me on the pillow. I hope, that their scent will induce some sexy dreams and maybe I finally have success with a wet dream...
The day got even more special, when my doorbell rang, shortly before I was going to leave for work. The postman was at the door, holding a little package. I was so excited, when I saw, that it was coming from Princess Shelle! Her panties and pantyhose had arrived and even if I was already a bit late, I had to open it immediately. When I opened it, I saw a small gift-box and a little bag. In the box were not one, but two of her panties. I later discovered, that the box even had a musical clock built in. The bag contained a pair of sheer pantyhose and all of the items had an intoxicating smell. I held each of them under my nose and took a few deep breaths while reading the card, that she had included in the package. Unfortunately, I had to leave for work, but I had the wonderful scent in my mind for the whole day.
I couldn't wait to get back home and as soon as I was back, I reclined and stroked while smelling the panties and the pantyhose. I have stroked for most of the evening and Princess Shelle's underwear is now waiting for me on the pillow. I hope, that their scent will induce some sexy dreams and maybe I finally have success with a wet dream...
An almost wet dream
I have listened to the new session Pleasure in Submission in bed last night. I must have fallen asleep towards the end of it and only woke up, when Princess Shelle counted me up.
Later in the night, I woke up from an erotic dream once again. Princess had teased my cock with her sexy feet and got me close to the edge. Then she stopped and told me to imagine, how much pleasure it is to please her. This send me over the edge and I ejaculated, but without feeling an orgasm. I felt guilty about cumming and at that moment, I had woken up. I came only in my dream, but this is a step closer to a wet dream.
I have listened to the new session again, before I got up. I could remember the suggestions this time. They are all about the pleasure of submitting to her control and my dream shows, how deep she implanted these suggestions into my mind. I think, it's also remarkable, that I didn't want to cum, even in my dream.
Later in the night, I woke up from an erotic dream once again. Princess had teased my cock with her sexy feet and got me close to the edge. Then she stopped and told me to imagine, how much pleasure it is to please her. This send me over the edge and I ejaculated, but without feeling an orgasm. I felt guilty about cumming and at that moment, I had woken up. I came only in my dream, but this is a step closer to a wet dream.
I have listened to the new session again, before I got up. I could remember the suggestions this time. They are all about the pleasure of submitting to her control and my dream shows, how deep she implanted these suggestions into my mind. I think, it's also remarkable, that I didn't want to cum, even in my dream.
Forgotten dream
I woke from a sexy dream in the middle of the night. This time, I had detailed memories about everything. I lay awake for a while, thinking about my dream and feeling happy to finally remember details. I was thinking about what to write today and after a while, I fell asleep again.
When I woke up in the morning, I tried to recall the dream again, but all details were lost... I'm going to put pen and paper next to my bed and write everything down next time...
When I woke up in the morning, I tried to recall the dream again, but all details were lost... I'm going to put pen and paper next to my bed and write everything down next time...
Cleaning
Princess Shelle's new session Pleasing Me is so hot! At first, I hesitated a bit to listen, because the description said, that it contains cumming, but she wrote, that chastity slaves may choose to cum with an offer to her. I chose to listen without cumming instead, because I don't want to before I have tried the hands-free trigger. I think it will work better the longer I have stayed chaste.
I have finally cleaned up my flat, like I had promised. As a punishment for being lazy, I have worn a gag while cleaning. While it was fun at first, it didn't take very long until I wanted it out, because my drooling bothered me and my jaws hurt after a while, but this was a punishment and not meant to be comfortable, so I stayed gagged for the entire time.
When I was finished with cleaning, I was relieved to remove the gag and my maids-uniform and was about to enjoy the rest of the afternoon. I was surprised to find an email from Princess Shelle. I hadn't heard the notification sound and she wanted me to also wear a butt-plug while cleaning. Since I was already finished, I promised to wear it for the rest of the day. I had thought about leaving it in during the night, but when I went to bed, I finally decided to remove it, because it had gotten pretty uncomfortable and I would have been unable to sleep.
I have finally cleaned up my flat, like I had promised. As a punishment for being lazy, I have worn a gag while cleaning. While it was fun at first, it didn't take very long until I wanted it out, because my drooling bothered me and my jaws hurt after a while, but this was a punishment and not meant to be comfortable, so I stayed gagged for the entire time.
When I was finished with cleaning, I was relieved to remove the gag and my maids-uniform and was about to enjoy the rest of the afternoon. I was surprised to find an email from Princess Shelle. I hadn't heard the notification sound and she wanted me to also wear a butt-plug while cleaning. Since I was already finished, I promised to wear it for the rest of the day. I had thought about leaving it in during the night, but when I went to bed, I finally decided to remove it, because it had gotten pretty uncomfortable and I would have been unable to sleep.
Monthly training
I was surprised to find a message from Princess Shelle when I turned on my skype this evening. She had sent me the new monthly training file before sending it to anyone else. I felt very honored to be the first to have it and listened immediately. I love this file! It helped me to just let my thoughts go and when she woke me up, it felt like only a few minutes had passed. This file is so relaxing, it's perfect for listening after work and forgetting the stress of the day.
She also asked me, if I had kept my flat tidy like I should and I had confess that I have been lazy. I had focused on setting up my home-automation so much for the last two weeks, that I neglected cleaning and tidying up. I'm almost done with installing everything, so I promised to get everything fixed again on the weekend.
She also asked me, if I had kept my flat tidy like I should and I had confess that I have been lazy. I had focused on setting up my home-automation so much for the last two weeks, that I neglected cleaning and tidying up. I'm almost done with installing everything, so I promised to get everything fixed again on the weekend.
Volunteer
I was tied up in rope bondage in my dream last night. My hands were tied on my back, my ankles were tied to me thighs and I was suspended from the ceiling. I was just hanging there, left alone and totally helpless. It took me the whole day to get this few memories together. When I woke up, I only had some faint memories of being restricted in ropes, but throughout the day, some more memories came back.
One month ago, Princess Shelle had asked to remind her of any volunteer assignments before she had the problems with her website last summer. I replied and I couldn't help, but volunteering again, without thinking much of it. I had already forgotten about that, but today, I received an email from her and she allowed me to pay for her lunch. It feels so good to be her volunteer and please her, especially when it's a surprise like today.
One month ago, Princess Shelle had asked to remind her of any volunteer assignments before she had the problems with her website last summer. I replied and I couldn't help, but volunteering again, without thinking much of it. I had already forgotten about that, but today, I received an email from her and she allowed me to pay for her lunch. It feels so good to be her volunteer and please her, especially when it's a surprise like today.
Compulsive Obsession
Princess Shelle released her newest session Compulsive Obsession yesterday and I didn't wait long to download and listen to it. She describes such wonderful images about her breasts and cleavage that left me horny and thinking about them a lot. She also mentioned the possibility of never cumming again. I wonder if this really is her plan, but the thought makes me horny and I think, I wouldn't hesitate long to surrender to that, if she wished. I'm chaste for so long already and as long as I'm allowed to stroke, it's not too difficult. The only things that would make me hesitate currently, would are the hands-free trigger and the draining by Lady Helena, that I would like to experience...
Wondering about my dreams
When I woke up this morning, I didn't remember having dreamed, but the memories suddenly flashed back, while I was showering. I remember, that Princess Shelle was sitting on the edge of the bed and I was kneeling in front of her, between her legs. She told me to kiss her feet and up her legs and finally, she let me pleasure her with my tongue. When she came, she grabbed my head and pulled it between her legs, making sure, that my face was covered in her juices.
These memories have accompanied throughout the day and I have been wondering about my erotic dreams. The hands-free training requires me to have a wet dream before I can continue with the final part, but all my dreams are about serving her and there never is any pleasure for me involved. I'm having erotic dreams more often than ever before and they get sexier every time, so my hope is, that there finally will be a happy ending for me...
These memories have accompanied throughout the day and I have been wondering about my erotic dreams. The hands-free training requires me to have a wet dream before I can continue with the final part, but all my dreams are about serving her and there never is any pleasure for me involved. I'm having erotic dreams more often than ever before and they get sexier every time, so my hope is, that there finally will be a happy ending for me...
Urge to listen
I was going to watch a movie this evening, but while I was deciding for one, I suddenly had such a strong urge to go into trance, that I put on my headphones and listened to Mind Dominance. I was looking forward to the stroking instructions at the end of the file and it took me very deep into trance again. I continued stroking for more than an hour afterwards and I'm currently less aroused than I was the rest of the day, but I know, that I'll be horny again soon.
So horny
When I woke up this morning, I was so horny, that I badly needed to stroke. But I was only allowed to stroke once today, after I sent the Tip Me Tuesday tribute and I wanted to save that for the evening. So I lay there and didn't quite know, what to do with myself. I was too horny to fall asleep again, but it wasn't time to get up, yet. After a while, I began reciting my mantra and this distracted me again and I finally fell asleep again.
The rest of the day wasn't much better and time crept until I finally was home again. I didn't wait long with sending my tribute and finally could stroke a bit.
I received an email from Lady Helena a bit later. She liked the ideas for files and play-session that I had sent her and was very pleased. I have earned a pair of her panties and I'm very excited about that.
The rest of the day wasn't much better and time crept until I finally was home again. I didn't wait long with sending my tribute and finally could stroke a bit.
I received an email from Lady Helena a bit later. She liked the ideas for files and play-session that I had sent her and was very pleased. I have earned a pair of her panties and I'm very excited about that.
Mind Dominance
I haven't paid attention to my chastity counter for a while and today, I realized, that I'm already on day 161. As long, as I'm allowed to stroke, its not too difficult to stay chaste, but the time until I'm horny again after edging has decreased lately and I would edge several times per day if I was allowed to.
There were no stroking instructions for today, so I was looking forward to listen to Mind Dominance as Princess Shelle had instructed. It was a welcome opportunity to stroke, but most important, I feel more prepared for coming trainings with each time I listen.
There were no stroking instructions for today, so I was looking forward to listen to Mind Dominance as Princess Shelle had instructed. It was a welcome opportunity to stroke, but most important, I feel more prepared for coming trainings with each time I listen.
Happy New Year
The new year has started nicely. Princess Shelle's latest file Mind Dominance is once again something special. I have listened to it yesterday and again this afternoon, it has opened my mind for further training and also made sure, that I have been super horny for most of the day. I was lucky, that I was allowed to edge three times today, it would have been difficult to control my hands otherwise.
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