A task from Lady Helena

I received an email from Lady Helena this afternoon. She thanked me for her Christmas present and set me a little task. She wants me to come up with five ideas for files or games and if she likes at least four of them, she will send me a pair of her panties. I love this task!
Princess Shelle's 12 Days of Christmas assignment required me to tie myself up and edge three times today. I love also this task and I was looking forward the whole day to do it in the evening. I tied my feet together, put on a mask, gag and blindfold and stroked. And while I stroked, I thought about all the naughty things, that I could suggest to Lady Helena. I took my time with edging, and in the end, I stroked for almost two hours. I still haven't found five good ideas, but I have a couple of days left...

Horny the whole day

I had a very interesting dream again. I was on all fours and two women were standing before me. I could only see their legs in heels and stockings, but the scene reminded me to the Christmas file I listened to yesterday, so I supposed that the women were Princess Shelle and Lady Helena.
They commanded me to get undressed and then, they locked me into a dog cage. It was just big enough to allow me sit or lay down in a curled up position.
In a later scene, I remember, that I was still in the cage, but this time I was not alone. There was a slave-girl with me and we were both tied up. There was very little room in the cage for two persons and we tried to shift around and find a comfortable position or free ourselves, but with no luck.
I assume, that I had this dream early in the morning, because when I woke up, I was so horny, that I had a hard time keeping my hands off my cock. I managed to fall asleep again after a while, but I awoke two hours later, still horny as hell.
I stayed horny the whole day, but I was only allowed 5 minutes of stroking in the shower. I'll go to bed very horny tonight, maybe this will trigger another dream and maybe it finally is a wet dream...

Merry Christmas

I have been away during Christmas and when I was back home in the afternoon, I was craving to hear Princess Shelle's voice so much! I had forgotten to take my headphones with me, so I had been unable to trance for two days.
Princess had sent me two files as a present and I listened to one of them. It's a hot fantasy about her and Lady Helena visiting me in my bedroom at night and having their fun with me. It contains a whipping scene, which I enjoyed a lot and after I woke up, spanking was still on my mind, so I gave myself a hard spanking until my ass was dark red.

more dreams

I had such a wonderful dream last night... Princess Shelle was sitting on a sofa and I was kneeling in front of her in my maids uniform. She allowed me to remove her shoes and massage and sniff her feet. She even allowed to suck on her toes.
At first, I didn't remember this dream, but around lunch, I suddenly had the picture of her toes in my mind. I was a little confused at first, because that memory felt so real, but I soon realized, that it must have been a dream and more memories appeared. I can even remember, how wonderful it felt to have her bare feet close to my face and worship them.

Dreams

I had a strange dream last night... I was at work, having a video-conference with one of our remote-offices and on the other side, there were only women in the room. All of them were dressed in provocative clothing. Short skirts, stockings, high-heels...
I had to report to them about the status of my current project and while I was doing that, they were giggling and whispering to each other. It was a bit humiliating, but at the same time, it turned me on.

My erotic dreams seem to get more frequent now. Only a few nights before, I had another one, but the only thing I can remember from it, is that there was a tied-up slavegirl in front of me...
I still had no wet dream, as the hands-free training requires me to, I wonder, how long it will take until I finally have one...,

All tied up

After all that edging for the stroking contest and the day afterwards, the last few days have been quite frustrating without it. I had become accustomed to it before, but now, the urge is fully back.
I have also continued practicing with the Hands Free files, which certainly had a share in increasing my arousal.
Princess Shelle has released the newest file, All Tied Up, yesterday. Unfortunately, I didn't find time to listen to it and had to wait until today. The file is different than most of the other files that I have listened to. It doesn't contain any conditioning (at least not any that I noticed), but instructions to do after the session ends. So I tied my wrist and ankles afterwards and connected them with a rope. She had instructed me to eat and drink from bowls like her little puppy, which wasn't easy in bondage.
After that I was allowed some stroking, which I appreciated very much. While I was getting in an upright kneeling position for that, I lost balance and fell to my side, without being able to do anything about it. This made me feel especially helpless and vulnerable.
Princess Shelle has mentioned, that there will be more dungeon play coming and I'm looking forward to it a lot!

A session with Lady Helena

I had a wonderful chat-session with Lady Helena today. After some initial chat, she told me to insert a large butt-plug and started to hypnotize me. I was surprised, how good that worked in chat, it didn't take long until I was completely focused on her messages and I forgot everything around.
She told me to kneel down and first kiss and lick and later suck a strap-on. While she was taking me deeper, she allowed me to stroke slowly.
When she finally woke me up, I was surprised, how quickly the time had passed and I also realized then, that my knees and jaw had started to hurt a bit.
She told me to keep the plug in for two more hours. I'm still wearing it now and I have one more hour to go. I'm suffering a bit and if I had know it, I would have chosen a slightly smaller plug, but I'll will go through with it.

Giggles

I found a response to my email with the stroking results in my inbox this morning. Princess Shelle was pleased and as a reward, I am allowed to edge every morning and evening for the next four days. I had thought, that I had edged enough for a while, but I'm already looking forward to do it again this night.
Princess Shelle has released the new training file for her contracted slaves today. This one made me connect her giggles with arousal and being mindless, regardless if it's in a recording or written. She giggled a lot at the end of the session and when it ended, I was super horny and desperate to stroke.
I wanted to experience that effect again later, so I read her last email and when I read the word giggle, I stopped reading and my eyes stayed focused on it. The other words faded away and my cock got hard. I stayed this way for a while, until I was able to break away and continue reading.
Princess Shelle uses the word a lot in her emails and from now on, reading them will be a special experience.

Stroking contest - Day 2

I was so eager to start with the stroking contest yesterday, that I misread the instructions. When I read them again this morning, I realized, that I was supposed to edge every hour, not every two.
I did my best to catch up during the day and tried stroke only slowly, so I could stroke longer before edging. By the end of the day, my cock started to get sore and I didn't want to edge any more, but I followed through.
I enjoyed this contest and I hope, that I still have a chance to win, despite missing several opportunities to edge.

Stroking contest

I have entered Princess Shelle's stroking contest and of course, I chose the option for chastity slaves. This means, that I'll have to edge every two hours for the whole weekend, and in the end, every edge and the total time I have stroked will count.
I have started ant 10 in the morning, and for the first few times, it was easy, not to edge too quickly.
I listened to Brainwashed III - Program 3 in the afternoon and timed it so, that it ended when it was time to edge again, but this time, I was too horny to take it slow and I still was two hours later.
It took until the evening before I had calmed down enough to stroke slow again.

Hands free part 4

There hasn't been much going on the last few days. I have continued with the hands-free training and moved forward to the 4th part. This one teaches me to have wet dreams and I must have one before I continue with the last part. I never had many wet dreams and I'm a bit worried, that it might take long until I have one, but I know, that the wait will be worth it.

An impossible task

It was difficult to fall asleep last night. I couldn't stop thinking about Princess Shelle after doing the stroking assignment and one of today's task was to try not to think of her.
This is an impossible task, she is always in my head and whatever I do, I think about doing it for her. Trying not to think about her actually reinforced her presence and this has made me even hornier.
I will continue with the hands-free training before I sleep, I'm looking forwards to be helplessly aroused and unable to move. I love, how this predicament makes me feel.

Stroking assignment

Princess Shelle gave me a stroking assignment for today. I didn't have many opportunities to masturbate since a month, so I appreciated it a lot.
The assignment started when I woke up and I had to tease the head of my cock for 15 minutes. This light touching was super frustrating and after half the time, I desperately wanted more stimulation.
After I got up, I put on my maids uniform and started to clean up the dirt that was left from painting last week.
The second part was at noon. I had to put two rubber bands one my cock and one on my hand and stroke for 6 minutes without edging. After each minute, I had to snap the rubber band on my hand, this reset my arousal every time. The red stripes from snapping the rubber band are still visible and I think, they will last a couple of days.
After having lunch, I finished cleaning and finished my maid service with listening to Handmaiden. My arousal was bearable before that, but afterwards, I was so horny, that I could hardly wait for the next part of the assignment.
This one was at 6pm and this time, I was allowed to edge while kneeling in front of Princess Shelle's picture. Afterwards, Princess Shelle wanted me to send her a small tribute and either ask for permission to release or make a chastity offering. I couldn't help, but offer to extend my chastity until Valentine's Day, although I'll have to wait longer until I find out, how the hands-free trigger works. But this also gives me more time to train with the hands-free files.
The last part of the stroking assignment will be in bed before I sleep and I think that I'll go to bed earlier than usual today...

Punished in my dream

While I was having a coffee this morning, a memory suddenly came to mind mind. It seemed so real, that it took me a moment to realized, that I had an erotic dream again last night. This time, I was tied face down on a bed and two women came in. The first one started spanking my ass with a leather strap. She hit me often and hard, hard enough to make it a more of a punishment than kinky play. When she was finished, I turned my head and could see my bottom red and bruised. I also saw the second woman approaching me with a thick cane in her hand. This scared me a bit and at this point my memories of the dream end.

The new session for this week is called Erotic Hibernation. The description says "may contain some loss of memory", this is totally understated. I have no clue, what happened or how much time passed between the induction and the end of the file. After the file ended, I remained mindless and stroked slowly while fantasizing about Princess Shelle using me for her pleasure. When I finally opened my eyes, it was already getting dark outside, I must have stroked for almost one hour.
Even after that, I still felt being controlled and I knelt down in front of her picture and chanted my mantra.

130 days

Today was my 130th day of chastity for Princess Shelle. There is only one month left until I have reached my chastity goal. I don't like the thought to have to start at 0 again, but I'm very curios, if the hands-free trigger will work and how it will feel.