I have listened to the new session 'Victim of mindlessness'. I'm not sure, what this file did with me, but I felt wonderful. I was trembling with excitement. Princess Shelle made me stroke slowly during most of the file, that's all I remember, but when I listened to Point of impact later, my mind was completely blank from the first second.
The description of the new session mentioned hidden subliminal messages. I didn't notice anything and I wonder what they are.
Punishment
Princess Shelle has decided on the punishment for not wearing my collar regularly. I had to stand against the wall for one hour with my posture collar on and my arms held out to the sides and holding coins against the wall. And I had to listen to her voice the whole time.
I put all the loop files that I have in a playlist and started with my punishment. It took around 10 minutes until my arms started to get tired and after 30 minutes, I was in great discomfort. I was so relieved when the hour was over! I have fantasized about cornertime before, but reality was different.
Princess Shelle has now a very powerful tool. The confession trigger will make sure, that I'll be very obedient. I don't want to get punished in such a way again!
I put all the loop files that I have in a playlist and started with my punishment. It took around 10 minutes until my arms started to get tired and after 30 minutes, I was in great discomfort. I was so relieved when the hour was over! I have fantasized about cornertime before, but reality was different.
Princess Shelle has now a very powerful tool. The confession trigger will make sure, that I'll be very obedient. I don't want to get punished in such a way again!
More instructions
The month is coming to an end and I was looking forward to the end of the toilet usage rules, but Princess Shelle has sent new instructions today. The rule is active for one more week now and I have new instructions for the next 7 days. Most of them are instructions about what I eat and drink.
I'll also have to listen to Point of impact and Obedience training next to the weekly files. I don't know Point of impact, yet and there's no description for it. I'm very curious to find out...
I'll also have to listen to Point of impact and Obedience training next to the weekly files. I don't know Point of impact, yet and there's no description for it. I'm very curious to find out...
A lot of stroking
Princess Shelle has allowed me a lot of stroking today. I was allowed to keep my cock hard for 30 minutes and stroke for another 15 minutes while wearing a buttplug.
I also had to drink from a bowl on the floor at home and I had to stroke while I was drinking.
All together, I have stroked for more than one hour today. It has been a long time since I have stroked that much and I'm not very horny any more now. But I know that my arousal will be back very soon.
I also had to drink from a bowl on the floor at home and I had to stroke while I was drinking.
All together, I have stroked for more than one hour today. It has been a long time since I have stroked that much and I'm not very horny any more now. But I know that my arousal will be back very soon.
Confession
Princess Shelle has released a new trigger file, that makes me confess something to her and suggest a punishment. I confessed, that I didn't wear my collar as often as I should and suggested that I wear a posture collar instead for as long as she decides.
I like this trigger, it makes me think about how obedient I have been and this helps me to become a better slave.
I like this trigger, it makes me think about how obedient I have been and this helps me to become a better slave.
Princess Shelle was pleased
Princess Shelle was pleased that I sacrificed my orgasm for her, but Lady Helena said, that I disobeyed her instruction. I didn't want to disobey her, it just felt so natural to stay chaste for Princess Shelle that I didn't think much about it. I wonder if I should ask Lady Helena for a punishment...
Sacrificing my orgasm
Lady Helena has allowed me to cum. It would have been really nice to cum, but I wanted to please Princess Shelle even more, so I sacrificed this orgasm for Princess Shelle and didn't cum.
I have listened again to Mind Trap, because I didn't remember anything from the first time and it's not much different now.
I have listened again to Mind Trap, because I didn't remember anything from the first time and it's not much different now.
Obedience is pleasure
I have listened to Obedience is pleasure yesterday before sleeping. Halfway through the session, a binaural sound started, that was just loud enough, so I could not ignore it, but not loud enough to distract me from Princess Shelle's voice. This took me deep into trance very quickly, I went deeper than I have ever been before.
While the session ended, Princess Shelle instructed me to loop the file and listen three times. It was already late and I needed to sleep, so I decided not to loop it yesterday and listen again this evening. After Princess Shelle's had stopped talking, the binaural sounds kept playing for several minutes. I wanted to wake up to stop the recording and I started to try to fight the trance. I couldn't move, but I managed to get my thoughts back running. But after a moment, they drifted away again. After a while, I moved like from a reflex and this allowed me to wake up.
While the session ended, Princess Shelle instructed me to loop the file and listen three times. It was already late and I needed to sleep, so I decided not to loop it yesterday and listen again this evening. After Princess Shelle's had stopped talking, the binaural sounds kept playing for several minutes. I wanted to wake up to stop the recording and I started to try to fight the trance. I couldn't move, but I managed to get my thoughts back running. But after a moment, they drifted away again. After a while, I moved like from a reflex and this allowed me to wake up.
New sessions
I have listened to Mind Trap in bed tonight. I can't remember anything from the session. This is nothing unusual, it happens often, when I listen to a new file, but this time, I can't even recall how I felt when I woke from trance.
I have listened to Voice of Control for the second time and later, I will listen to Obedience is pleasure.
I don't know that session, yet and I haven't read the description. It's always nice to be surprised by Princess Shelle's suggestions.
I have listened to Voice of Control for the second time and later, I will listen to Obedience is pleasure.
I don't know that session, yet and I haven't read the description. It's always nice to be surprised by Princess Shelle's suggestions.
New instructions
Princess Shelle has surprised me with new instructions for this week. She has told me 4 sessions to listen to. I only know one of them, yet and I'm looking forward to listen to the new ones.
There's also a little extra task to do each day.
I have missed the full hour to use the toilet and I really need to go right now. I still have to wait 30 minutes, I must pay more attention to the time...
There's also a little extra task to do each day.
I have missed the full hour to use the toilet and I really need to go right now. I still have to wait 30 minutes, I must pay more attention to the time...
A new session
Princess Shelle has released a new session today, it's called Naked and Exposed. It's a fantasy about her tying me up and spanking me. I love spanking and bondage and this session really turned me on. I think I'll listen again in bed.
I'm following the new rules. I have walked for 30 minutes today and only used the bathroom on the full hour. I missed the time once and had to wait 45 more minutes until I could pee. I have watched the time more careful since then.
I'm following the new rules. I have walked for 30 minutes today and only used the bathroom on the full hour. I missed the time once and had to wait 45 more minutes until I could pee. I have watched the time more careful since then.
New rules
Princess Shelle sent me the new monthly training file and I listened to it in the evening. There's a different voice playing on each ear, it was hard to concentrate on the words and so I can't tell much about the suggestions. What I remember is, that I sent her an email while I was awaking.
I listened to Sexual Transference directly afterwards and it felt different this time. from the first moment I heared Princess Shelle's voice, I felt a strong rush of pleasure and after I woke up, I felt a relief as if I'd had an orgasm.
Princess Shelle has given me new instructions. I'm again only allowed to use the bathroom on the full hour and this time, it's not for a week, but until she tells me otherwise.
For the rest of the month, I will edge when I do my mantra in the morning and in the evening, but this must be directly before the full hour.
From now on, I also have to exercise for 30 minutes every day.
The new rules will be challenging for me, but I want to obey Princess Shelle, even if she gives me tasks, that are less fun.
I listened to Sexual Transference directly afterwards and it felt different this time. from the first moment I heared Princess Shelle's voice, I felt a strong rush of pleasure and after I woke up, I felt a relief as if I'd had an orgasm.
Princess Shelle has given me new instructions. I'm again only allowed to use the bathroom on the full hour and this time, it's not for a week, but until she tells me otherwise.
For the rest of the month, I will edge when I do my mantra in the morning and in the evening, but this must be directly before the full hour.
From now on, I also have to exercise for 30 minutes every day.
The new rules will be challenging for me, but I want to obey Princess Shelle, even if she gives me tasks, that are less fun.
Still no touching
I'm still not allowed to touch, but I may get aroused again today. My mind seems to have waited for that, because I got horny very easily today.
I have listened to Lady Helena's new file again. Princess Shelle has told me, that Lady Helena will decide my next orgasm and then I'm in chastity for my Princess again. I'll need to ask Lady Helena for instructions tomorrow...
I have listened to Lady Helena's new file again. Princess Shelle has told me, that Lady Helena will decide my next orgasm and then I'm in chastity for my Princess again. I'll need to ask Lady Helena for instructions tomorrow...
No arousal allowed
I wasn't allowed to arouse myself today. This is quite a difficult task, since every little thought of Princess Shelle turns me on.
I also haven't listened to any session today. It's difficult to choose a session that doesn't arouse me. I think I will listen to Thought Control later. I'm not completely sure about the content, but as far as I remember, it was more about obedience than about arousal.
I also haven't listened to any session today. It's difficult to choose a session that doesn't arouse me. I think I will listen to Thought Control later. I'm not completely sure about the content, but as far as I remember, it was more about obedience than about arousal.
Lady Helena
I have listened to Lady Helena's new session 'Sexual Shock' today. It's great! Lady Helena let me feel strong shocks with a level between pleasure and pain and this made me so horny! But there's another suggestion she gave me. Whenever I disobey her or try to cum without permission, I will feel a painful shock. Judging from how real the pleasure shocks felt, I can imagine, that this would not be fun.
I'm a little confused now. I'm in chastity for Princess Shelle, but I also have this suggestion from Lady Helena. I wonder if I have to get permission to cum from both of them now...
I have asked them in an email and I'm excited to receive an answer. It's a hot thought to serve both of them...
I'm a little confused now. I'm in chastity for Princess Shelle, but I also have this suggestion from Lady Helena. I wonder if I have to get permission to cum from both of them now...
I have asked them in an email and I'm excited to receive an answer. It's a hot thought to serve both of them...
Cumming would feel good
I have been horny from the moment I woke up today. Work didn't help much to distract me and I couldn't wait to listen to the latest session when I returned home.
Since I woke up, I'm having short moments, where I think about how good it would feel to cum, but I don't want to cum. I know that pleasing Princess Shelle is more important than my pleasure.
Since I woke up, I'm having short moments, where I think about how good it would feel to cum, but I don't want to cum. I know that pleasing Princess Shelle is more important than my pleasure.
It's hard to remember
Today was very similar to the last days. Listening to a session, being horny, listening again and being even more horny. It was very difficult not to touch today and I again have difficulties writing anything. It's hard to remember the suggestions, the effects are just there. I often realize the effects I am experiencing while I am listening to a session, but I soon forget it afterwards.
Helplessly aroused
Princess Shelle has released a new file today. It's a continuation of the Therapist series and makes me want to be chaste even more. But it's not only about chastity... after listening only once, I get aroused by every sexy image I see. I can't imagine how it will be after listening a few more times...
I'm so aroused right now, that I wouldn't be able to keep from stroking without Princess Shelle's control. I love to be so desperate and horny, without any chance to do anything about it!
I'm so aroused right now, that I wouldn't be able to keep from stroking without Princess Shelle's control. I love to be so desperate and horny, without any chance to do anything about it!
Revisiting the first session
There was nothing interesting to report yesterday. Today wasn't much different, not until I listened to Chastity Lockdown...
This is the file that started everything. I didn't remember the suggestions, but now, after hearing it, I know where my need for chastity is coming from. This file creates such a strong desire to be chaste and makes me so horny, that I'm surprised, that I didn't remember that. But then again, I already have forgotten most of the content and thinking about it is difficult...
I have started playing the loop file from Edge of Eruption after I woke up. I scrolled through Twitter while it played in the background and I didn't pay much attention to the Tweets. After a while, I started a slideshow of Princess Shelle's pictures and just looked at them, feeling a deep love for Princess.
The loop is still playing now and I'm super horny. But I want to stay chaste for Princess Shelle.
I have paid a maid service for Princess Shelle, since she has been so busy lately. She was very happy about it and this makes me feel happy, too. It's wonderful to please her!
This is the file that started everything. I didn't remember the suggestions, but now, after hearing it, I know where my need for chastity is coming from. This file creates such a strong desire to be chaste and makes me so horny, that I'm surprised, that I didn't remember that. But then again, I already have forgotten most of the content and thinking about it is difficult...
I have started playing the loop file from Edge of Eruption after I woke up. I scrolled through Twitter while it played in the background and I didn't pay much attention to the Tweets. After a while, I started a slideshow of Princess Shelle's pictures and just looked at them, feeling a deep love for Princess.
The loop is still playing now and I'm super horny. But I want to stay chaste for Princess Shelle.
I have paid a maid service for Princess Shelle, since she has been so busy lately. She was very happy about it and this makes me feel happy, too. It's wonderful to please her!
A dream
Last night, I dreamed, that I was allowed to edge for Princess Shelle, but I did stop to late and came without permission. I felt guilty for disappointing Princess and was very relieved when I woke up and realized, that it was only a dream.
I listened to Obedience Training in the evening. I think, there was a post-hypnotic suggestion, but I can't remember what it was.
It would feel really good now, to stroke a bit, but it's so hot to be denied and feel this urge, that I will not beg for stroking instructions.
I listened to Obedience Training in the evening. I think, there was a post-hypnotic suggestion, but I can't remember what it was.
It would feel really good now, to stroke a bit, but it's so hot to be denied and feel this urge, that I will not beg for stroking instructions.
Empty mind
Its so hard again to write something. I listened to Edge of Eruption in the early evening and my mind is still so empty. Its as if my thoughts are one a loop when I try to concentrate.
It feels good to be so mindless, it makes me happy to feel Princess Shelle's control.
It feels good to be so mindless, it makes me happy to feel Princess Shelle's control.
Can't think straight
It's so difficult to write today. I have listened to Sexual Nirvana almost an hour ago and I'm still feeling entranced. It's hard to concentrate on anything...
While I'm writing this, I keep stopping and my mind is just empty for a moment. I need to close my eyes... I'll go to bed now and listen to another session...
While I'm writing this, I keep stopping and my mind is just empty for a moment. I need to close my eyes... I'll go to bed now and listen to another session...
No-touching is good for me
The past week had quite some effects on me. The bathroom rule and no touching made sure that Princess Shelle was on my mind a lot and listening to the new files has kept me horny most of the time.
I have listened to 'Punishment - at my mercy' and the new loop file in the afternoon. I don't know, how often the loop played, because my mind drifted of to thoughts about obedience and submission at one point. When I woke up, I had realized, that I have been focusing on the stroking assignments too much. Without being allowed any touching, I'm more focused on pleasing Princess Shelle and this is how it should be.
I have listened to 'Punishment - at my mercy' and the new loop file in the afternoon. I don't know, how often the loop played, because my mind drifted of to thoughts about obedience and submission at one point. When I woke up, I had realized, that I have been focusing on the stroking assignments too much. Without being allowed any touching, I'm more focused on pleasing Princess Shelle and this is how it should be.
Denied
I'm still not allowed to touch and this really turns me on. To be denied touching makes me feel very submissive and I have told Princess Shelle, that this is a good way to train me. I assume, that it might be a while until I may stroke again.
I have listened to 'Punishment - At my mercy' today. This file shows me, how it would feel to be without Princess Shelle if I disobey her. I felt lost and empty and was happy to hear her voice again, although it had only been a few seconds. Being without her voice for a long time would certainly be horrible and I will do anything to avoid that.
Princess Shelle has also sent me short subliminal file that I listened to. Her voice was barely noticeable and I'm not sure what the suggestions where, but the file made me very aroused and I was thinking about chastity while I listened.
I have listened to 'Punishment - At my mercy' today. This file shows me, how it would feel to be without Princess Shelle if I disobey her. I felt lost and empty and was happy to hear her voice again, although it had only been a few seconds. Being without her voice for a long time would certainly be horrible and I will do anything to avoid that.
Princess Shelle has also sent me short subliminal file that I listened to. Her voice was barely noticeable and I'm not sure what the suggestions where, but the file made me very aroused and I was thinking about chastity while I listened.
So horny
I'm so horny right now!
I listened to Sexual Nirvana again and didn't touch today. No touching is so much more difficult with the arousal, this session creates in me and it makes me hornier than any stroking or edging could.
After the first listen, I didn't remember the little puppy-play fantasy in this file, but this time, I do remember how good it felt to be leashed by Princess Shelle.
I'm not sure, if I will listen to I file in bed today. I'm so horny, that it will be hard to concentrate...
I listened to Sexual Nirvana again and didn't touch today. No touching is so much more difficult with the arousal, this session creates in me and it makes me hornier than any stroking or edging could.
After the first listen, I didn't remember the little puppy-play fantasy in this file, but this time, I do remember how good it felt to be leashed by Princess Shelle.
I'm not sure, if I will listen to I file in bed today. I'm so horny, that it will be hard to concentrate...
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